Does everyone remember their father’s hands Tapping the kitchen table with his middle three fingers Turning the pages of the newspaper Pointing to a map then touching his lip Pushing the cassette in to fast forward eject select another cassette, ribbons rustling rewind searching Looking for that old song,that one ghazal that will take him…
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The first time I disappointed anyone was the day I was born a girl. But my father forgave me. Or so the story goes.
The prompt was regret and it led me in so many directions that I’ll certainly need to explore. The feeling of your uncalloused hand around mine is A strong enough memory to withstand direct examination But I can’t remember the last moment I saw you alive, can’t really remember the moment you walked out the…
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Do you remember me walking on your back, while you counted, groaning after a long day of whatever it was that fathers did when they went to work with latched briefcases? Remember how I tried to keep my balance until you got to one hundred, but you always rocked on your belly around eighty so…
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My father left behind movie theaters of decaying grandeur; red carpets gone black, grimy chandeliers half-lit at intermission double matinees, afternoons spent with strangers He left rickshaws pulled by sinewy men, who carried him through crooked streets to stand in front of faded facades and speak the names of people long gone He has left…
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The day is winding down, so I’m trying to write this poem before I miss today. My father and I went to fly a kite on the roof. When other kites appeared from the field across the road, he took the spool into his own hands told me that some people covered the string with…
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In the navy Oldsmobile wagon With auto windows and wood panels My father drove me to school and I sat in the rear-facing seat He drummed his fingers on the skinny vinyl wheel, sometimes pretending not to hear when I shouted music requests Over the velour upholstery of the empty seats between us I looked…
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When my father taught me to drive I leaned on the the gas pedal with one foot and pressed the brake with the other, until he told me to let go. The car was diesel, loud and wide and I was always anxious about the far side, the side I couldn’t see. Driving along the…
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It’s been nearly two years since my father died suddenly. And I’ve been dealing with it in little bits–waiting for the right time to face it head on. But every time I’m confronted with another loss, I realize how fragile this approach makes me. And I realize that there will never be a right time…
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